i don't like the fact that... my exam schedule looks SCARY. that i will be having 5 consecutive exams in one week. that i will have to prove what i've learnt in the whole year (or like the last month of revision) in such a short period of time.

 

i don't like the fact that... i'm not used to doing great exams at the end of year. i like small petite tests along the way that adds up to the final grade. oh the good old days in swedish schools.

 

i don't like the fact that... i get panic attacks when i start reading economics.

 

i don't like the fact that... my mood is constantly jumping up and down due to thoughts about studying.

 

i don't like the fact that... i feel stupid. that i feel so lost in the vast mumbo-jumbo of STUFF-I-HAVE-TO-LEARN, and i just lose control.

 

i don't like the fact that... stockholm is throwing a snowstorm at the end of march! i want spring, spring, and warmth and sun!!

 

so. today has been kind of GAH. but now i've let all my complaints out... hopefully i will rise on-top of everything and be my happy self again soon, i.e. 31st may when my last exam will be done!

 

for now, what i do like is the fact that... there's a whole unopened package of BEN&JERRY's in my freezer. ^.^